pandadoge

It's been almost a year since I've updated you all here and I sincerely apologize, but it's not going to change. I've moved from deviantart and I know I'm not going to be returning.. at all. My last journal was written basically hours before my dog passed away, I really couldn't bring myself to actually write a journal after that and this is well.. a big step for me. She has since been cremated and takes pride of place on my work bench where I do still continue to draw and craft. I moved my art to furaffinity because the community are far more welcoming and mature. No offence of course because I know a lot of people still use this place but

December my oldest dog Kes took ill and January we found out it was terminal cancer. She had only weeks to live. I'm currently still minding her but however long she's going to last now is anyones guess. She's lost control of her bowel functioning, her back legs are giving in, today she has stopped eating. Her breathing is laboured but not to an extent were I'm worried. She barely lifts her head, puts all her weight in your hands and she's pretty limp. We've opened an option to get her euthanized rather than let her die by her own if she continues to decrease like this. Please give me time.

IF YOU GIVE ME A 3 MONTH PREMIUM MEMBERSHIP WHICH IS 4.95$ I THINK, I WILL GIVE YOU A FLAT COLOURED IMAGE AND IT WILL BE DONE BY WEDNESDAY / THURSDAY THIS IS MY BEST OFFER, GUYS I NORMALLY CHARGE FUCKING 25$ FOR A FLAT COLOURED IMAGE DO U NOT SEE HOW DESPERATE I AM. I REALLY WANT TO CHANGE MY NAME This person here Vixenly (https://www.deviantart.com/vixenly) is a total sweetheart, thank you! :heart: